When we indulge in our
daily practice of controlled distraction, we become more and more familiar with
the labouring processes of our consciousness, and in particular we learn to
recognize the unstoppable movement of the mind, the indefatigable energy of our
being which we usually experience as feelings, unquestioned drives,
nervousness, anxieties, but which here we can observe objectively as so many
insubstantial thoughts, drifting past like thunder clouds on the horizon.
We
do this by using an object of meditation to provide a contrast, a counterpoint
to what is running through our head, an exterior reference point to which we
can come back and through which we can regain a state of observation over
ourselves. As soon as we go off and start thinking about something, losing
ourselves in the worry of having not answered this or that email, or the unpleasant
sensation of our muffin-tops pressing against the waistline of our trousers,
awareness of the Yantrament will bring us back.
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